Thursday, November 3, 2022

THE VERNAL FIGMENT (2 of 3)


In the Heart of Miss Somebody
by Romar A. Pabustan


Sitting by my window and facing at the jocund wind,
The running views of rainforest on the mountain’s strait seam;
Hopping insects and fowls and schools beautifully greeted thru sonata,
Jazzing and nodding palms wide as babushka,
But there’s a still paramount figure, still treasure and poetic,
Is the harmonious name of Miss Somebody.
Dancing about the greatest dome of the World
And coated with precious diamonds fenced with chambered gold
Posies and daffodils bloom its scent and everywhere
Waterfall sings and gleams with no scare
But could it be any more beautiful to see?
In the eyes of Miss Somebody.

Travelling on any place for finding the baffling happening,
Like Siddhartha Gautama’s Bodhi- the tree of bliss.
The mirth of victors when fighting swords perfectly halted
The sound of heart’s Nightingale always and unimaginatively felt,
Or could be a heavenly gift and even in paradise belt
But if you opted me the best in thee
I would not lose the loveliness of Miss Somebody.
Splendid odyssey desisted when crossroads reached out,
And the dilemma springs up: The music of adversity ceased by feet craft;
And almost reckoning breaths, shunning lofty prophecy,
O what a celestial life I possessed like a little lea!--
A divine life I got from angel’s poetry!--
But what are the paragon and lodestar of my headway?
But how’s this feeling accepted my heart of gray?
And why she was tattooed in my mind and never falls?
Is she and herself concealing the finest secret?
Is she and her ember touches looking for rhapsodically quiet?
Perhaps Miss Somebody knows the genuine answer,
Perhaps Miss Somebody, for me, would be there….


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A Harvest To remember
by Romar Pabustan

We’re harvesting golden corns
At the burning brown cornfield of Uncle Nestor
Not too vast yet too abounding –
Each corn inside a sack, garnering and putting,
Then all of us stop,
Respire in a brief,
Then return
Go back,
Garner!
Pick up…
Garner!

The irascible sun makes the whole field swelter,
Our insalubrious pairs of sandals, our protection 
Against blistering soil
And, yes, the parched soil simmering on our dead faces
And the dry, crispy corn leaves scratching our perspiring skins
Weary limbs…
Ardent breath…
Teary eyes…
Minds contend but still self-pity prevails.
Minds assuage but still with weeping hearts.

Airless… 
Squinting eyes…
Knitted eyebrows…
Then existence becomes lifeless…
all of us stop,
Respire in a brief,
Then return
Go back,
Garner!
Pick up…
Garner!

We’re like thirsty desert travelers,
We’re like panting street dogs,
We’re like marionettes and insentient wills are our strings,
We’re like dummies and concocted enthusiasms are our ventriloquists.
We’re like hopeless hopes,
We’re like unsung grievances. 
We’re like…
We are like…
Nothing.

Then came a sudden thinking:

We’re like slaves. 
We are slaves,
The slaves of perpetuity,
The slaves of no choice.
Emancipated in civilization
But slaves in real living…

The worst kind of slavery--
The poverty.

Yes, men are equal since birth,
But as your existence ripens
the realization opens
that life as men 
is not even.

(Not even)

It’s not even.
That life as men.
 The realization opens.
And when as your existence ripens
Yes, men are not equal since birth.

Is this life pair?
Nobody told us.
Nobody said it was dark.

We do not want scented words
Or clever criticisms either.
Walking together is all we need.
Walking on the same rough road…
Hand in hand…
For you to comprehend…
To realize thoroughly…

All of us stop,
Respire in a brief,
Then return
Go back,
Garner!
Pick up…
Garner!

(All of us stop,
Respire in a brief,
Then return
Go back,
Garner!
Pick up…
Garner!)

I found myself again at the cornfield.
Nothing changes. We are the same. It has been (and it will be).
Harvesting corns. Walking through the cornfield. Thawing on sun rays.

No water for this time…

I think it’s time to finish…

This is not the world we are looking for…
However, the mind is repeating a judgment for a beautiful life that
The façade of pain and beauty instill blemishing world,
Knowledge and wisdom are the cores of iniquities and commotions.
Ignorance is a real bliss but fathers unnecessary peril and martyrdom.


We have to finish the harvesting.
Our milieus,
the land of twilight starting to be the victor
the arrows of the daylight are now visible
Becoming more yellow,
Becoming orange…
Becoming reddish…

(twillight)

All of us stop.
Respire in a brief.
Then return
Go back,
Garner!
Pick up…
Garner…


Finally.
Harvesting is done. 

                                                                                                                                         
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Life of an Eccentric 
by Romar Pabustan
Like a clown never wants to be; 
Like an underdog on a game; 
Like a complicated one-button machine; 
Like a famous novel of a ghost writer… 

Like a pundit who plays a dumb; 
Like the mysterious smile of Mona Lisa; 
Like a reminiscence of a great grandma; 
Like a melodious song but unheard; 
Like a chameleon on a mossy hollow lumber… 

Like a saccharine color but can’t be seen on Earth; 
Like a bas-relief or fresco of no expression; 
Like a breakthrough but undiscovered; 
Like a gismo of a titanic invention…. 

Like a ragamuffin on a busy street; 
Like a beautiful tome but nobody wants to go over; 
Like a an unutterable miracle of life; 
Like a memento of the dead prophet… 

Like a stalactite in a dark cave; 
Like the pebbles of a mammoth edifice; 
Like a significant fossil under the ocean floor; 
Like a hermit in the thick woods… 

Like Christ and the Holy Grail; 
Like a ferryboat that can never sail; 
Like merging blaze and water— 
Like an unacceptable true lover…. 
That is the life of an eccentric. 

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Gobbledygook for the Blamers
(Slangy poem)
by Romar Pabustan

Hey!
 It’s your razzle-
dazzle again!
Ain’t you fed up
On being 
nix 
or bad egg?

Goof! Rigmarole!
 Hooey! Jerk!
Watta raspberry for you, gent!--
Don’t think in your nut
The crazy word “stands the gaff”
For these fellas were the curmudgeons
And the worst gimmickers
Or even corking fudge.

Just for them you’re punk--
Kidding with duff--
whoops, give the gate
Those kibosh gags,
'Coz, still the reality is yours
You’re the pop!

( 2003)

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Who’s The Real Dumb?
by Romar Pabustan

Dumb?
Who? 
How could we know? 
Who’s dumb? Who’s genius?

Let me say what I know:

A genius
Can pretend to be stupid,
But
A dumb
Can never play deep.


A connoisseur
Can give what he has,
But
A fool
Can never give what he hasn’t.


An intellectual
Will never be self-proclaimed gifted or genius,
But
An ignorant
Will forever be overweening and pompous.


Brevity and sagaciousness
is always for a deep one
While
Verbosity and emptiness
is usually for a shallow one

mmm…
Genius can be stupid;
… can be fool;
… can be overweening;
… can be pompous; and,
… can be shallow.

But…

(Who’s the real dumb?)

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Television
by Romar Pabustan


It is the most
Most influential
Influential invention
Invention of all--
Of all times…of all that
That dictates.
Dictates our cognizance
Cognizance without…
Without knowing--
Knowing of buying the
Buying the culture of what,
Of what inside…
inside? no wonder!
No wonder it is.
It is an idiot (idiot) box .
Idiot box for –
for us…

For us? Yes. Forever…



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That Damn, 
Opportunity!

by Romar Pabustan

That damn, opportunity!
It’s all poor man needed,
Not the agony definitely!
Yeah, I'm talking to you
Opportunity!
Who likes agonies then? 
No one does!
you damn, opportunity!
It’s hard to catch at all!
That damn, that damn!
I’ve done it all
Still…
It’s hard to catch at all!

(Opportunity!)

Swoosh!
Swoosh!
Flash!
Flash!
Zoom!
Zoom!
Buzz!
Buzz!
Zip!
Zip!
Swish!
Swish!
Still…
It’s hard to catch at all…
(It’s hard to catch at all…)
qwertyuiop

qwertyuiop


(It’s hard to catch at all…)...

(damn)



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Frustrated Dreams
by Romar Pabustan

(Dreams)

Dreams.

I thought…
I was hoping to be like…
I wish I could …
But I supposed that…
Why it was…
He gave it then…
Why he deprived it from me?

(Time?)

Time.

Waiting time
…is an era.

Wasting time
…is outer space.

Busy time
…is phantasmagoria.

(Drama?)

Drama.

Every man has a real drama in life
Every comedian, every clown,
Every happy-go-lucky, every innocent
Every warriors, every pugilist,
Everyone has own real drama…

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Phantasmagoria Last Night 
by Romar Pabustan
Last night... 
Floundering beggar— 
Understudy of myself— 
Fishing rod on dead zone— 
A queue of tutelary saints— 
Lexical meanings on billboards— 
Matriarchs of woods— 
Spilled milk on the floor— 
Ruminating man inside a cabin— 
Backdrop of my play— 
An apocalyptic painting— 
Working at a shoebox— 
A high pile of documents on my desk— 
Abyssinian cat sleeping on my lap— 
Traffic enforcer holds a cat-o’-nine-tails— 
An E-mail deluge and steam— 
Prancing Indiaman— 
Ringing cellular phone, 
Slew of somber British films 
Spanish bayonets— 
Quagmire— 
Exhibition of jet planes on blue sky— 
Revving green porsche on the rooftop, 
Disoriented knickerbockers on the park— 
Czarinas and a doyenne— 
9/11 on screen— 
18 certificates— 
Zucchetto of unknown priest— 
Pollards, more pollards— 
Engineer Raymon’s Humpback Bridge— 
Symposium and furnace— 
Glowing photo of Einstein— 
Blurred 3D animation— 
Blurred carousel— 
Blurred lottery winning numbers— 
Static... 
Static... 
Static... 

Back to our real World. 
The world of surreal reality .
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THROUGH THE SKYLIGHT
by Romar A. Pabustan


Up there.
Many stars.
Anything you can form,
Animals, ships, huckleberry, Swan Lake
More and more!
Even lovely girl’s face of yours,
Through this night,
With the skylight…
Running darkest clouds and divulging red moon,
Creating lots of figures—lots of pulchritude
Like giant insects; Achilles’ heel; or Cupid’s heart--
“The Celestial Art”--
When looking through skylight
This night, this perfect night…
How splendid--
You will never forget it!
Up there.
Many stars.

Anything can be formed.
Animals, ships, huckleberry, Swan Lake.
more and more.
Anything you may ask for skylight
But my feelings can hardly form tonight.

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Quarterlife Crisis
by Romar Pabustan


Twenties
Twenties
Twenties
Constellations
Attic
Skylight
Birds
Sunset
Skyscrapers
Kite
Hilltops
Redwoods
Telescope
Twenties
Twenties
Twenties
Socialites
Great men
God
Dreams
Inner thoughts
Tycoon
Master of ceremony
Promises
TV and radio
Books and Mags
Twenties
Twenties
Twenties

Who am I now?

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Boastfulness
by Romar Pabustan

It is perplexing to my principle
When that being boastful is bravery
And boastfulness is bravery.

When Bravery is
Not on right time,
Not on right place,
Not on right manner—boastfulness
It means foolishness

When boastfulness is
On time, or not,
On place, or not,
On manner, or not—boastfulness
It means foolishness.

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Deadpan Comedy 
by Romar Pabustan

I am a deadpan. 
Feels like a drifter. 
Looking meek. 
Looking frail. 
Brothels are my milieus; 
Heists are allegories; 
Debauchery and gaucheness 
Are all affronted me; 
Tempestuous life, 
It is a true gash in my heart- 
Courtesan would be courtesan- 
Star-crossed stories are ensconcing; 
Lycanthropy became beauty; 
Charlatans are convincing; 
Caches are now apparent; 
Dissidents misread chrestomathy; 
Man of akimbo has akrasia; 
Champions are unrequited; 
Alas is hurray; 
Tunicles worn by villains... 
Mockingbirds are now blue jays; 
Blue jays are now mockingbirds! 
Still Touracos are unheeded; 
Tuscany is a battlefield; 
Rococo is not an art anymore; 
Dearth of fire is literary; 
Opulent words are encumbrances; 
Music is for the deaf; 
Militarism is today’s commerce; 
Science is more than a humbug; 
Topicality is banal; 
Elhi education is gambling house; 
Religion died after Christ gone; 
But I am still a deadpan... 
Taciturnity is my spectacle; 
Virtuousness is my spyglass; 
Creativity is my enthusiasm; 
Dream is my vista... 


I am a deadpan! 
Pride is Pulitzer Prize. 
Death grip is the Nobel Prize. 
Louver and Smithsonian are domiciles- 
A thespian at his most sublime, 
But battered by cat-o’-nine-tails, 
Like conundrums with great details. 

I am a deadpan... 
Looks like a silent lamb, 
But I am a tinderbox 
Evocable acuity, 
Me and my 
Perspicacity. 

THE VERNAL FIGMENT (1 of 3)

 


Don’t Flee Away with Your Ship
By Romar A. Pabustan

 
Don’t go!
Don’t even try! My friend.
I need you,
I know.
You’re part of my life--
You’re the only ear when I am expressing;
 The only eye whenever I am missing…
Stay,
 Stay beside me
 because you’re my warden of soul.
You make me glad when you save me out of trouble,
From dangerous faces
 of untrue angels,
I don’t know where to sail
 if you’re gone away
Please don’t flee away with your ship,
Because if you did, I am losing my grip

(2001)

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Acceptance 
by Romar Pabustan

Acceptance is always the key to have friends
I know, evil comes from pessimistic minds,
And all I know, friends meet at intersecting lines
That is, we, with my friends are the longitudes
And, of the wide globe, latitudes.
It does
not
matter
 how low your mind is.
(What we ask is your understanding--
deep loving)
I believe
our attitude is
more
more important
Than beauty and aptitude--
it’s not enough to have
So-called
beautiful
 mind.
When
 attitude presides
over our hearts,
Our sturdy friendship
will
cover
 by doubts,
hatred and envy--
And trust could never be achieved
Each
is
hardly to believe….
For acceptance
 is always the key to have friends--
It does not matter what kind of life you had,
The main belief here is we (not lonely) are glad:
Forget not our concern for each and no lies--
And we do celebrate our lives…

(2003)

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One Night with Puti
by Romar A. Pabustan
 

One night I talked to my lovely pet.
His name
 is “Puti”—a white cat--
About what happened to my life.
I told him that
 I wanted to be like him,
Sitting and lying
down on the
 floor
Without any problem,
 but just
of his appetite
Unlike me,
 I am worrying my
 entire
 future
And now or present is
 included too
for sure.
Perhaps Puti was listening
 while looking at
 me
Twinkling with 
yellowish eyes
And then,
 rubbing his furry
body on my feet
… I’d thought
 that was its way of begging food,
But I’d found out
he was
 appeasing me
To forget my worries and pains:
To halt from heart bursting--
To halt from mind bothering.
But at least,
 Puti, a white cat, just a cat,
Gave me crystal-
clear
realization, a lot.
That even he, could be
a better friend
 On
 his
very
strange
 way
of
what
he’s
 got’.

(2005)
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To Ms. Judy Abbott
by Romar Pabustan
 
I have been searching for almost all of my life,
A perfect peculiarity for a lady belonging to,
Optimistic when things going wrong:
Simplicity, her weapon, bound to a good horizon:
Joyous life was created by her:
Courage and honesty make her bright
Against her unexpected dismay and despair of her life…
Yes, these principles are the attitudes I have sought
From an incredible world of a lady named, Judy Abbott….
Ms. Judy Abbott is also the lady of pity, fame, and goodwill
That no human’s mind could really comprehend
Perhaps—I can never blame them—I am the only one who believes her
Because she is just a product of imagination with pencil and paper
Perhaps, she is just a reflection of me from mind to heart
Which is the compatibility becoming my lonely mark--
Perhaps, Ms. Judy Abbott and have the same interest and talents
Not just from poems, novels, and various arts--
Also in expression of feeling with freedom like a lark…
Or! Perhaps…. Perhaps,
I am falling in love with her--
But why not?
Love is not just for existence--
Is for any art too!
Like love from Almighty that we feel
Like love with Almighty that we feel…
If Ms. Judy Abbott is truth—Tangible and be my love--

Maybe I’ll spendmy life for her
Then who knows about us for the lovely futurity;
Who knows the gorgeous music of our compatibility? Our destiny?
If Ms. Judy Abbott is truth…. If Ms. Judy is…
If I am Mr. John Smith or Daddy Long Legs,
I would never ever be ceased from loving without any regret,
And I think that is the best living to enjoy my virtues
For this living, it suits my procuring values.
If I am Mr. Pendleton with my love Ms. Judy Abbott
If I am Mr. Pendleton … If I could be…

( 2004)

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The Happiest Poem Ever
by Romar Pabustan

Wow!
For the very first time,
My friend asked me a poem
 with or without a rhyme
I could hardly even imagine,
And my face enlivened
She wanted it, she wanted it, she wanted!”
Was just on my mind while writing this poem on the seat.

I did not choose beautiful fragrant words
To give my friend a poetry of competing world,
For I really want to feel for her my joy and proud
To what I am fully cuddling now.

I am very, very glad
for asking a sheet of imagination!!!
And if you want to open
this overjoyed heart,
You will hear here inside my heart:

Yeah!
Eureka! Oh!
Mmm! Yessss! Ah!
Hurrah! Right! Thanks! Hello!
Great! Knacks! Nice! Pretty good! Hoo!
Halleluiah! Two thumbs up! Beautiful! Unbelievable!
Excellent! Astounding! Hahaha! Fantastic! Yoo-hoo! Yahoo! ….(So on)

 (2005)


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Whole Packages
by Romar A. Pabustan

Teachers?

Who are they?
Where they've come from?
Well, for me
They are
The whole
packages.
They are
Varied
In topics
From printed pages;

 
They have ability
That no
Other
Beings have;
They are the molders of
Nowadays clays…
 

Tell me,
Who will
I choose?
A teacher or--
The alternative--
Imagination's product
Called
Robotic and/or
 Computerized stuff?

 
I,
I’d rather pick
A teacher
To teach me
In everything
I need to know
Including,
Emotions,
And beliefs and urging.
 
And still
I will
Be with
A good
Good teacher
In a one day
Than a thousand days
Of studying
With emotionless,
 

For all I know,
Teaching
Is the
All-around
Artistry,

And that
Is why,
Teachers
Are
NOT
And should  
 NEVER 
 Typecast them
nobodies.

( 2004)


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Thank You
by Romar A. Pabustan

Thank you,
Nothing is coming out in this babbling mind…
But this straightforward word.
The word that has the hefty gist’s…
And for sure it’s not the regretful farewell--
Just a momentarily closed door of hearts,
And give ourselves a chance to breathe the outside world,
And to fly away to look for a greenest gold.
Who knows, we would meet down the lane
And opened window for new life again--
I ‘m hoping … I’m wishing.
But for all, as for now…
Thank you 

(2006)

After-Three-Year Portraitist
by Romar A. Pabustan


Here I am again.
Trying to put up my incomplete edifice
The edifice of my talent called making portrait.
Been doing this for last half year
And now, still no life-like
Still I can’t catch the art of it
I know, I know the details of eyes,
 nose, mouth, ears and color of hairs.
 why (wonderin') I can’t create now
Do I need to fall in love with someone?
To have source of my inspiration?
And
 have
source
 of
dedication?
What
 for?

What (really) for?
And I know….
Well it’s hard
 To
 say about it
Let me give more time to prove it…
If ever I failed I will put it on poetry

Starting tonight,
after three
 years
We
will
see…

(2003)

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Love is… Love
by Romar A. Pabustan

 
I have nothing.

Nothing to say,
say not even a bit about,
 about what is real love.
Other says” love
 is blind,
 is incurable,
 and is powerful,”
Or sometimes they say,
“immeasurable,
sad,
 gift,
or beautiful”
People are trying
Trying to give numerous definitions,
definitions of love
Love, but for what I fully met with love--
 “love has simple clear meaning, but,
But its definition
could hardly tell by word;
Could hardly write;
 and could hardly see,
However,
 Love... love could
 Only
 define by feeling of love
 itself.

( 2002)

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Lesson Number One
By Romar A. Pabustan


I have a secret
that I want to repeat ,
A secret
 that’s already known,
(But other ne’er be shown)
The best flower
 of beauty, its power
 and devotion,
(Nothing compares,)
called appreciation,
It cradles all the invisibles
(And mostly intangibles),

Like friendship,
 camaraderie, family
and unity;
Like motivation,
 Relationship and versatility,
All in all,
 It has the prevailing ability.

(Yes) I know,
 criticisms repair
a
somnolent
effort,
and mold up
the person’s life
companion,
(But) don’t forget
 to appreciate
things made by the
specials (you)
done, this, solely for you….
 Done not for other.
(Even little or unusual things,
remember that
Is good on your seeing)
If, necessary for him,
why not?

 But
never use criticism
by means
 of rejection….
Just bear in mind:
 APPRECIATION
if he fails to feel
 the real,
You and he would come into little
 A slight extrication

Of relationship;
 of partnership;
 of companionship
Of friendship…

Being appreciative,
There’s
Sureness
 of its
 magic.

Lesson
 number one,
for everyone.

 (2004)

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Sleeping Kirby
by Romar A. Pabustan

This moment is
Almighty wonderwork
For the happiest
people throughout our world,
For this time,
 a long-time
has been waiting,
many time
 had been expecting,
The coming
 out from womb--
soon--
of my sister
A sprightly baby—an angelic baby
Yes! We named
 that little tyke… Kirby

Though
Savoir-faire, I have nothing
This day
Would be
 a red-lettered day,

Just I still hear Kirby
 Crying.
My indelible poetry
 would stay and

evince its feeling…
I’m watching
 him over whiile sleeping
in haven
A sweet smile is bobbing
 up with such omen
Like he would be one
 of salt of earth after time
In any ground:
 architecture, commerce, politics, education,

Or

 Maybe
 they
would
 call him
 “Paham
I know one day this little Kirby,
Will read my very
 first gift for him
My eloquent poem--
The perennial poesy--
is brave and with honesty
I will be waiting;
in the future coming,
Looking forward to see
A man named Kirby

(2005)
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Oath of a Young Artist
by Romar Pabustan
                                       
This is my imagination 
And no one has it the same
I must use it as a weapon of artistry
I must master it as I mastered my life
I will never be a culprit of art with others
Because all artists are my brothers and sisters
My imagination is my only help to embrace the world
My imagination is my key to be an epitome of self-expression
My imagination is my haven to appreciate virtues and wisdom
So help me God.
(2004)

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The Misunderstood Misogynist
by Romar Pabustan

 

A man led off his life
With conviction for hatred of lady--
Like sister, mademoiselle, grandmother, and wife,
He really disgusted them to see.
He desperately made himself in seclusion,
It was a life he thought would be drawn,
A drawing of truth happiness or felicity--
Of absence of woman or hatred of lady.

Now the man with his belief became stronger,
With his compassion changed but into cruelty than ever,
But he never knew the effects and rules at the flipside,
That his misconception was deceiving on his sight,
Because he already fed his mind,
Which was overly supposed it was a rime…

Maybe he was hurt by someone,
So, he detested, especially women,
Or maybe his mother who nagged him,
Or sisters and neighbors who rubbed it in.
Maybe his appearance or talents or character,
Which was so different from the other.

Not until he felt loneliness with unblessed,
His life passed through a toil or mess…
No one could pay attention and interest to his words--
Perhaps, everyone just listened then, divorced--
Because his horizon believed was a brute,
They supposed he could take over himself without curb.

Then one day he went to a dreary place,
Where he taught deeply for his new phase,
Suddenly a girl with smile got near
And enveloped him with encouragement and sheen;
And talked over his problems;
And also revealed his rebels.
The girl made a beautiful view to him,
About the hatred of lady as a life damned.


She said “I have been there, too.
I have also believed, I could live without men like you,
And I thought I could do...”
And she added, “I thought it is a mere decision,
I realized it was really mysterious--
Fact but not opinion
And I put myself with.... of each, I ...
With all I.....”

The girl fled away, and he absorbed alone
 And he finally understood everything with full glow
That everything was great grace of Almighty’
Even (like it or not) the pain was a gift and dignity,
For it would tell the right and wrong;
Weak and strong; or day or night where he belonged”


At the end, He, the misogynist, thought himself into new one,
Thought over himself to be a nicer man's woman
Stronger than ever, that no one could badly mold him again,
Believed it was all right, but then...

(2004)


Monday, September 30, 2013

BUWAN NG WIKA: A Narrative Report (2012)



ANG MABABANG PAARALAN NG KAWILI-WILI (KES) ay muli na namang ipinagdiwang ang isa sa mga pinakahihintay na okasyon ng mga mag-aaral upang ipamalas ang kanilang kakayahan o talento sa mga ibat-ibang uri ng pagpapahayag sa pamamagitan ng sariling wika na alinsunod ito sa paksang diwa:
“Tatag ng Wikang Filipino,
Lakas ng Pagka-Pilipino”

Ang nasabing tema ng buwan ng wika ay nagsilbing ugat ng programa upang gisingin ang kamalayan ng mga musmos na kaisipan ang kahalagahan ng ating Inang Wika sa kanilang araw-araw ng pagsasalamuha sa lipunan. Ito rin ay naging pamantayan ng talakayan para sa mabisang pagturo na may kinalaman hinggil sa mga rehiyonal na dayalekto at sa ang paggamit ng mga akmang genre 

Nagsimula ang programa sa unang linggo ng Agosto, 2012 sa silid-aralan ng mga mag-aaral na nasa ika-lima at ika-anim na baitang. Nagkaroon ng munting talakayan at orientasyon patungkol sa tema at sa planong mangyayari sa loob ng isang buwan na pinangunahan ni G. Romar A. Pabustan, [School Filipino Leader]. Ipinakita sa usapan na ang mga nabanggit na dalawang baitang ay magkakaroon ng pagtuturo, hindi sa kanilang kaklase kundi ang buong mag-aaral ng KES. Narito ang mga gabay sa kanilang pagtuturo:





Grade 5
·      Pagtulong sa mga non-readers na makabasa ng kapampangan (primary Steps for reading)
Grade 1
Ratio- 1:1
August 14 and 16
(Filipino Time)
Grade 5
·         Dula-dulaan, kantahan at laro
Grade 2
August 15 and 17
(Filipino Time)
Grade 6
·         Pagtulong sa iilang mababagal magbasa o slow readers
Grades 3
August 14 and 16
(Filipino Time)
Grade 6
·         Dula-dulaan,tula, kantahan at laro
Grade 4
August 15 and 17
(Filipino Time)



Ang unang plano sa programa ay magsisimula sana agad sa mga bandang unang araw ng buwan ngunit nagkaroon ng mga sunud-sunod na sama ng panahon.Ito ang ika-anim hanggang ika-sampung araw ng Agosto.  Nagsimula na lamang ang programa nung sumunod na linggo pero sa kabila ng unos ay naging matagumpay pa rin ang nasabing buwan ng wika sa pag-ayon ng paksang-diwa.

Pinag-usapan ng mga guro sa KES na gawing dalawang beses ang programa sa dalawang magkasunod na araw. Ito ang mga araw ng ika-30 at ika-31. Ang unang araw ng pinaka-espesyal na programa ay nangyari sa bawat silid-aralan. Sa araw na ito ang mga guro ang nanguna sa kanilang munting programa. Nagkaroon ng Sayawan, Kantahan, laro at pagbasa sa grade 1 at grade 2. Samantala, nagkaroon ng simpleng sabayang pagbigkas, maikling dula-dulaan, pagtula at paggawa ng poster sa silid-araln ng grade 3 at grade 4. Pag-uulat, pagsayaw, at pagtula naman ang ginawa sa silid-aralan ng mga mag-aaral ng ika- lima at ika-anim na baitang.

Buwan ng Wika (classroom)
Paksang-diwa: “Tatag ng Wikang Filipino,
                                                                                      Lakas ng Pagka-Pilipino”
Ika-30 ng Agosto, 2012, Huwebes
BAITANG
ORAS
PROGRAMA
GURO
            Grade 1
8:00- 11-30 ng umaga
Dasal
Flag Ceremony
Sayaw
Kantahan
Laro
pagbasa

Gng. Kristine L. Capitulo
            Grade 2
Grade 3
Dasal
Flagceremony
Sabayang pagbikas
Dula-dulaan
Pagtula
Paggawa ng poster

G. Romar A. Pabustan
Grade 4
Grade 5
Dasal
Flag Ceremony
Pag-uulat
Pagsayaw
Pagtula

G. Ronnie G. Miclat
Grade 6

Ang pangalawang araw ng pinaka-espesyal at pinakahihintay na programa ay nangyari sa entablado ng KES. Ito ay nag-umpisa sa panalangin na pinangunahan ni Zairell Joy Policarpio. Ang panalangin ay naka-ayon din sa okasyon.
Panginoon,
Kami po ay nagpapasalamat
para sa araw na ito
maraming pong salamat
sa pagbibigay po Ninyo ng katalinuhan
Para matutunan naming mahalin
Ang sariling Wikang Filipino
Maituturi naming isang biyaya
ang pagkakaroon ng sariling wika
upang mabilis at lubos naming maunawaan
ang mga bagay-bagay sa mundo
ngayong araw na ito, Panginoon,
kami’y magbubunyi ng Buwan ng Wika
ito na po ang pinakahuling araw
para ipagdiwang ang nasabing programa
kami po ay umaasang magiging matagumpay ito
at tuluyan ng maisasabuhay ng bawat isa
 ang paksang diwa ng okasyon
at ang kahalagahan nito
kami po ay humihingi ng gabay
mula sa Iyo
Muli, maraming salamat po
at dinadalngin namin ito sa ngalan
ng Ama, at ng anak at Espiritu Santo
AMEN

Ito ay sinundan ng pag-awit ng Pambansang Awit ng Filipinas na ikinumpas naman ni G. Romar A. Pabustan kasama narin ang “Bayung Capas”. Nagbigay naman si G. Ronnie G. Miclat ng Paglinang sa Kaisipan.  Ang pagtatalakay ay umikot sa dalawang paksang diwa:

·         “ Ang Filipino ay Wikang Panlahat,
Ilaw at Lakas,
Sa Tuwid na Landas” (2011)

·         “Tatag ng Wikang Filipino,
Lakas ng Pagka-Pilipino” (2012)

Isang mag-aaral sa Ikalawang Baitang na si Froilan Reyes ay nagbigay ng inspirasyon sa pamamagitan naman ng maikling tula na may titulong “ Ang Wikang Filipino” at ng isang mag-aral naman mula sa ikatlong Baitang na si Aira Mae P. Diaz ay nagbigay naman simpleng tula ngunit napakahalaga sa kanila dahil ito ang kaunaunahan nilang tula na ginawa sa pamamagitan ng kolaborasyon (collaboration) ng kanyang mga kaklase at gabay ng kanilang guro na nag-ayos at pumili ng kanilang mungkahing linya.






Ang Mga Kaklase ko
(Likha ng mga grade 3 sa pamamagitan ng collaboration)

Maingay sila pero mabait,
May payat,mataba, at maliit;
May pango—
May walang bango—
Meron din namang singkit.
Ang iba ay mahilig mag-aral;
Ang iba ay parang nagpapasyal lamang,
Ang mga homework nila ay nawawala
‘pag ang guro ay nandyan na
Ngunit sa kanilang ugali
Ay hindi maikukubli
Ang mga kaklase ko ay parang mga bato—
Matibay—
Mahusay—
‘pag sila ay sama-samang may tinatamo.
  

Sumunod naman ang mga mag-aaral ng Ika-apat na baitang na sina Ronnie Domingo, Justin Bueno, Rhey Vhine Gueco, Relly N. Celiz at Charles Adrian Salak. Nag-handog naman sila ng kanta na may pamagat na “Ako’y Isang Pinoy” ni Florante De Leon.
Samantalang ang iba pang mga piling mag-aaral ng ikatlong baitang at ika-apat na baitang ay nag-alay ng isang acronym ng BUWAN NG WIKA upang maipakita o maipaunawa angkahalagahan ng sariling wika at ang pagpapa-tatag nito.
Ang mga piling mag-aaral naman ng ikalimang baitang at ika-Anim na baitang ay naghandog naman sila ng isang sayaw.
Ang Programa ay pinangunahan ng lahat ng guro sa KES. Nagsimula ito ng alas-8 ng umaga at natapos ito ng tanghali

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